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Moving Permanently
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So at this point I've permanently moved to my Instagram account, powerofpie100. If anyone still follows me and still wants to see my art, follow me there in the link. www.instagram.com/powerofpie10…
Oh, I'm opening commissions on IG, so if anyone's interested, please do DM me there. Hm. Might post my commissions banner here as a final goodbye.
I might still pop in here from time to time, just out of nostalgia, but most likely not.
Oh, I'm opening commissions on IG, so if anyone's interested, please do DM me there. Hm. Might post my commissions banner here as a final goodbye.
I might still pop in here from time to time, just out of nostalgia, but most likely not.
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Fear and motivation and focus
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How do people find motivation? I have so many, too many, maybe, ideas and plots in my head, but I lack the motivation to put any of them out. Lately, at night, my mind has been bombarded with character development and backgrounds and world building, but in the morning, I do nothing.
It's not like I forget what I came up with, so I can't use that as an excuse. I just end up thinking about it, refining and polishing the thought...but never getting it out.
Maybe this is a lack of focus? Am I really losing my love for art? I've changed my mind from being a full-time artist/comic creator because I know it's not economically feasible, especially with my skill level. But did that decision somehow make me give up completely on art? I don't feel like I've changed, yet I can't feel the fear of never drawing again as strongly as I used to.
I don't want to live a life where I don't draw. I can't imagine life without my characters, even if they rarely come out the way I see them in my head. I don't know how people live life without any OCs of their own, and I don't plan to find out. I just wish I could find the motivation to back this up.
It's not like I forget what I came up with, so I can't use that as an excuse. I just end up thinking about it, refining and polishing the thought...but never getting it out.
Maybe this is a lack of focus? Am I really losing my love for art? I've changed my mind from being a full-time artist/comic creator because I know it's not economically feasible, especially with my skill level. But did that decision somehow make me give up completely on art? I don't feel like I've changed, yet I can't feel the fear of never drawing again as strongly as I used to.
I don't want to live a life where I don't draw. I can't imagine life without my characters, even if they rarely come out the way I see them in my head. I don't know how people live life without any OCs of their own, and I don't plan to find out. I just wish I could find the motivation to back this up.
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Supperoni pepperoni
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WOOO haven't been here in ages 
But summer vacation started a few days back, and I've been feeling good enough to draw lately, so hopefully there'll be some art updates here 
I drew something last night/early this morning and I forgot how much I missed having ink all over my hands... Welp, that's enough of my boring life, onto the tag!! 
WOOO haven't been here in ages But summer vacation started a few days back, and I've been feeling good enough to draw lately, so hopefully there'll be some art updates here I drew something last night/early this morning and I forgot how much I missed having ink all over my hands... Welp, that's enough of my boring life, onto the tag!! -Michelle
-LoS
-Me-chelle (it's a pun....get it....Michelle...MEchelle...AHAHAHA....
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)-Biscuit (btw biscuits are cookies, not bread. Weird Americans 
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)Four things I love to watch: (aka LoS reveals how much of a KPOP trashcan she is)
-Seventeen on music shows/variety shows/anything honestly I love my children (with subs preferably)
-Day6 on music shows/variety shows/anything honestly I love my children ;w; (with subs but Jae usually slips in English for us poor international fans)
-NU'EST on music shows/variety shows/ anything honestly I lOve mY ChILDREN SO MUCH ;W; (fUcK THE SUBS I LAUGH WHEN THEY LAUGH AND ITS A-OKEY)
-cartoons (Adventure Time and Steven Universe; I love AT more but I lack the emotional strength to watch that show more often than SU)
Four places that I have visited: (aka LoS is Chinese but goes to every country near China except China lol)
-Vietnam (Yeeeyy family \( o - o )/ )
-Australia (yeeeeeyy more family \( o - o )/ )
-Boston (yeeeeyy eighth grade trip where I puked a lot LOL)
-Taiwan (yeeeeeyy even more family \( o - o )/ )
Four things I love to eat:
-sweets
-pizza
-sushi/sashimi
-TBH I'll eat anything; I ate chalk once because I was bored and hungry lmao
Four things I love to drink: (aka LoS hates water)
-cranberry juice
-lemon tea with lychee jelly
-Oolong tea
-the tears of my enemies 
Too lazy to tag people As usual haha
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...hAPPY NEW YEAR
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BETTER LATE THAN NEVER, AMIRITE?! ah, I feel really guilty coming back on this site after abandoning it for so long...
It's regents week and I finished all of mine, so I have a week to draw, watch KPOP videos and basically pretend that school doesn't exist.
Scratch that, I just remembered that I have a psych midterm as soon as I get back lol. Okay so, five days of being a bum. I can accept that. I'm not likely to stick to that kind of discipline, but I can pretend that I will. :') rip my grades
It's regents week and I finished all of mine, so I have a week to draw, watch KPOP videos and basically pretend that school doesn't exist.
Scratch that, I just remembered that I have a psych midterm as soon as I get back lol. Okay so, five days of being a bum. I can accept that. I'm not likely to stick to that kind of discipline, but I can pretend that I will. :') rip my grades
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Is anyone even surprised anymore
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Me and my empty promises....although, this time, my excuse is that I've rewritten and redrawn page two of Priestess least 6 times in thumbnail form, and I'm still redrawing its panels and formatting in the actual comic.
what I regret most is not drawing in a bigger sketchbook with margins so that I don't have to worry about the edges. Not a smart move by me at all to draw in my small sketchbook
I'm still drowning in classwork, but that's a given considering that it's junior year. Argh, to think that I have to chose a college and profession, at the latest, by the end of this school year....
what I regret most is not drawing in a bigger sketchbook with margins so that I don't have to worry about the edges. Not a smart move by me at all to draw in my small sketchbook
I'm still drowning in classwork, but that's a given considering that it's junior year. Argh, to think that I have to chose a college and profession, at the latest, by the end of this school year....
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